Tuesday, May 30, 2006'♥
Uncle .. i noe you are there .. but why must you always logoff when i login ?? why ?!?!? can i ask ??? coz you hate me ??? Or .. you got your own reason but can you dun ignore me ?? felt so miserable .. ii changed my blog URL .. and put the URL link to my blog .. i hope you knew tht .. i got to do tht coz maybe i cannot contact you forever .. coz you never tok to me .. when can you online when im online ??
Monday, May 29, 2006'♥
todae wake up early early .. plae maple but now having server checkup , haiiss .. miss you all so much .. i miss my frenz !!! oh yeah .. thursdae going shopping with bell bell & chloe & maybe cherry !!! YAY !! Muakz~ .. cant wait lei .. hope the dae quick quick past .. TOOT TOOT !! wat can i sae now ?? now no skol le , maybe my blog will shorten .. slowly shorten .. shorten .. like my daes with you slowly shorten dae by dae .. haiiss .. are you realli bluffing me or issit real ??? can i trust you ???
Friday, May 26, 2006'♥
this may be the last dae i see you in skol or maybe not coz .. i might have trusted you so much but you fooled me .. this is onli a MAYBE .. haiis .. february 2005 .. the first time i meet you .. todae 26 may '05 , may be the dae i last met you .. i forget tht todae is the last dae of skol so as the promise we promised each other , perharps you forget le .. btw this may means nothing to you .. haiiss .. todae my blog will be until hereByee !!![[Have you crossed a Shattered Star ??]]
Wednesday, May 24, 2006'♥
ar ar ar .. todae my house there electricity cut down so no more computer to plae .. no watching TV .. onli can plae with ah boi and msging .. anyone later at 2pm can chat with me on phone ?? if not very lonely lei .. sobs .. waaaaaaaaaaa .. nv go through this experience with no electricity todae chinese period so funny , it make me LMAO .. wahahaha .. " I AM ANNOUNCING THT TODAE KUAN WAI MEI & MATTHEW NG HAVING EYE CONTACT DURING CHINESE .. BUT THEY DENIED THEY DIDNT .. " wahahaha .. me and peixuan over there laughing then making hand signs tht they were eye contacting .. they wai mei sae " OI .. he is my ah pei lei " .. they matthew sae " Oi .. carrie dun tok kok lah " .. blah blah blah .. but wat all matthew sae is helping wai mei .. haha .. wat a loving couple .. cant stop laughing there .. then later louis sae dunno wat "bird[i guess you noe this bah for the boiis -.-" dun sae i bian tai]" .. then later pei xuan sae she got "bird" .. -OMG- .. PEI XUAN GOT "BIRD" !!! i laugh until i tear hahaha ..hey guyz do you noe tht darryl keep looking at me ??? got 1 time at parade square coz i saw him then i suddenly stare lei .. then later darryl look to the left then i quickly pretend to read my storybook .. then i slowly look to the right then darryl looking at me !!! then he saw me then he quickly take 1 boi and tok to him .. wahaha .. but to tell you guyz .. " I AM VERY HAPPY TO SAE THT IM STARTING TO FORGET DARRYL !!! YAY .. GIMME A WARMING HUG "ok its abit "EWKX" .. but i very very happy .. but for bell sake , i risk my life and ask wen hsuen if ___ break up with her .. and whether she still loved ___ .. -OMG- !!! bell im also very happy tht wen husen get over this easily .. if you wan to accept i guess your gal-frenz wont denied !!! dun give up this hope .. LOLZ .. haha gtg i scared my electric cut down•·.·´¯`·.·• Wϧh Üþøñ Å §hãttêrëÐ Står ™© •·.·´¯`·.·•
Monday, May 22, 2006'♥
haiiss .. giving up on you ASAP is like dying .. ppl , wat do you do to forget someone ?
#1 : Fall in love again
#2: G.A.D
#3: mind washing
#4: use hammer and hit my head then lose memory
#5: Commit suicide !!!
okay .. neither one is a gd idea coz
#1:fall in love again make me more miserable
#2:G.A.D , wat if i revive ???
#3:mind washing , wat if forget others onli nv forget you ???
#4:use hammer hit my head .. wat if still cannot forget ???
#5:commit suicide.. make mre trouble -.-"
which shld i choose coz none can helps .. HELP ME .. i cannot i cannot i cannot I JUST CANNOT !!! im very sure i cannot .. i noe you wanted me to give up on you .. but then ignoring me is not a great idea coz .. i feel so awkward .. saying me bad things .. makes me so miserable .. ARH .. my soul is leaving my body !! my frenz leaving me .. the person i love dumping the frenship .. haiiss
Jilted Ah Rile ;;
Friday, May 19, 2006'♥
todae very very funny .. so fun .. so nice to enjoy , todae during chinese period my chinese teacher nv come so Mr. Lee came to take over our chinese teacher .. -omg- .. he call us to stand to greet him .. we stand he still tok tok tok , tok until forget tht we were standing .. so i kneel down on my chair .. later i heard a loud voice "HELLO" .. i turn and saw UNCLE .. lolx .. scare me lor .. i thought it is just one imagination coz .. dun tell you =p .. then later Mr. Lee went to Matthew there then warn him not to tok .. then later Mr.Lee turn over , Matthew try to punch him .. Muahahaha .. lolx .. i laugh until like siao .. then i was there looking at Mr. Lee was such a fool beside Matthew .. then pei xuan look at me and sae " You like matthew arx ? " .. i was like DUH .. ewkx .. he is so not a good choice .. i swear if i ever like him .. i rather die -.-" .. he so wat lei .. ok how bout 'action' ? hahax .. then later we doing thing i was there like dreaming .. then Mr. Lee over there dozing lei .. hahax .. LMAO .. then i laugh until so loud then Mr. Lee woke up .. shiok .. no fun le .. hahahahaha .. later after skol i went home with isabella and sok ying .. we went to buy some fries and decided to go to the forest but then dunno wat happen lah .. then end up going to the playground opposite my block .. then we plae while eating .. and listening to song too , so isabella plae the song .. 'sarang hey0' .. i was there singing like TOOT .. then later isabella climb the tunnel so how to sae arx .. ok her uniform is short so she sat there .. then sok ying look up from the tunnel .. -omg- PERVERTIC !!! hahax .. then later we slide down from the slide .. MY BUTT .. burning !! so hot lei .. kao kao kao !! .. you noe wat im like starting to sae bad word .. -omg- wat happen to me .. waaaaaaaaaaaaa .. then go to hougang mall bought bubble tea share with isabella [BUT diff. straw] .. then go fitness corner outside hougang mall plae .. then alot boi plae there lei .. then isabella still climb here climb there .. so i signal her .. then she quickly jump down .. later 2:30 pm .. go bak to skol !! went up the art room and calling edmund to entertain ms mag first while we prepare the party .. i went to the staff room to get tibits and video camera for mdm goh .. then i become the camera woman -.-" .. lolx .. then we sang song and eat cake .. the cake so nice .. so i got so mani serving later grow fatter then nv be loved again !! YAY !! but im in loved lolx .. later make rabbit bowl while mdm goh toking bout her daughter so disgusting !!! pull der .. ekx .. dun wanna say anymore .. later yu xuan make a dice out of clay and wrote all the boiis name tht sok ying loved be4 .. cannot tell you who .. then yu xuan roll for sok ying .. then keep on kong jun yan .. issit ?? .. then sok ying dun believe so she sae she wanna roll herself .. then yu xuan quickly write all "y" .. it stands for yu rong .. haha .. so she roll is all yu rong .. wahaha .. then i sae i also wan to roll .. so yu xuan sae wait ar .. how i noe wat the heck she doing .. later i roll its all 'K' .. i hope you guyz who is 'K' bahx .. then yu xuan sae " -omg- .. it is a miracle tht you roll is all 'K' .. DUH .. SHE CHEATED !! then later they tok bout darryl lolx .. its real they sae bout him later i saw him .. F5 F5 .. i walked past then yu rong shouted " Carrie Carrie " .. i looked and saw darryl he stare at me but i broke the eye contaction .. hahax .. then i just went home and i blog .. !!! gotta go byee ,,
Thursday, May 18, 2006'♥
haiiss .. frenz is saboing me .. they talk bad thing bout me to my auntie then my auntie tell my mum , then my mum scold me !! .. and i suspect is 1 of my best fren , not isabella .. yvonne .. sok ying .. xin lu .. yu xuan .. but someone i missed out . i wanna warn someone not to go too near to her .. coz if one dae the betrayer nothing to do she might sabo you to your mum .. try not go too close to her .. everything can tell yu xuan cannot tell me .. G.A.D !! wat kind of fren are you .. i shld have listen to shen hao earlier .. haiiss regrettedtodae , after school stay bak for supplementary .. i went to the class and plae "true or dare" .. i answered 2 times onli .. DUH .. 1st question , asked by sharon .. i choosed true .. and then she asked .. " Do You Loved Darryl Loke Zi Yang ? " I answered truthly saying "NOPE" .. nxt is me again !!! F5 .. i choosed true again .. then wen hsuen asked me " Do You Loved Kian Jun ? " .. -OMG- how m i gonna answer .. so mani boiis around but i got to speak the truth so i sae .. you guess .. of course is YES !! .. lolx .. then i blushing then adeline said " AR .. you loved kian jun .. -omg- -omg- " i alr -OMG- le .. you tink adeline now like ri xuan or uncle .. or both ??? aiyo also not my business .. hahax .. hey in skol dun teased me for those who READ !!! now ah b0i slping .. i type so loud .. shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .. byee [ silently ]
Tuesday, May 16, 2006'♥
days passed fast .. you are leaving soon , there is no time to wait any longer .. haiiss .. my results .. my frenz .. the one i love .. my hope .. is all gone .. i just dunno wat happen .. i realli dunno , why must you treat me like this .. im desperate .. realli , if you tink you hurt me alot .. change yourself , maybe to spare you .. i give up on you , thx for all the while you keep me company .. i got hacked onli you are by my side .. my frenz left me .. you are there supporting me .. kel , you are a real frenz of mine .. first time got such a good fren in maple .. cant forget you .. you are great you are always there for me .. sok ying you rox .. i met you since last yr , you always helped me when i got bullied .. isabella , 1 chiobu .. she is great .. result gd .. pretty .. kind .. so glad to meet you .. yvonne .. one very gd jie .. she treat us equally gd .. onli you seldom talk in skol .. haiiss , all great frenz starting to leave me .. im left alone , crying ..
Monday, May 15, 2006'♥
haiiss .. its all my fault .. i caused bell to get hack .. i really dunno wat happen , the hacker is pervertic .. hack mine cane le [ sob ] .. why must hack bell .. dun give my best sisters so much trouble , dun make her unhappy .. being hack .. you wont understand the feeling , so like something leaving you .. i got hack .. onli kel , uncle , and kor there to give me help .. they encouraged me not to give up .. kor even donate me 500K .. i feel so lucky but not like uncle .. uncle more lucky , he got hacked he still got another 3rd job lvl character and a pro brother .. he got so mani 'bro' & 'sis' there for him when he is down .. haiiss .. i really cant help by haissing .. in skol is always a fake small .. at home miserable .. in bed crying my heart out .. feel so sad .. yan jie everywhr telling ppl i got hack .. haiiss , i cant help .. kel is so mad at me giving up .. im sorrie kel .. i cant help others so as myself ..
Saturday, May 13, 2006'♥
[[fridae , 12 may '06]]wa , 12 may '06 , my small lil' cute cousin bdae .. i bought him a scooter .. hahax .. haiiss , uncle call me give up on him .. but then i cannot de .. wo yi shi fang bu xia .. i cannot give up easily .. unless you all encourage me to give up on him bahx .. but i bet i still cant lei .. " i , carrie loh , swear not to forget the person i used to loved be4 .. excluding darryl loke and 'someone else' " hahax .. uncle saw my swear , i alr swear le .. so i cannot break the swear .. =p [[saturdae , 13 may '06]]todae , sianz .. ks ppl .. quarrel with ppl .. even got treated like dog .. *w00f* .. some frenz alr treated me like dog , so as outsiders .. family members treated me like maid , so as frenz .. aiyo .. cant stand le lah .. i was throwing temper and ah b0i over there slping like pig .. *0ink 0ink* how i wish i was free like a butterfly .. got wings to fly like a butterfly .. immigrate to italy with someone i loved , my favourite country .. its impossible , haiiss .. few more daes byee byee le ..
Wednesday, May 10, 2006'♥
< --- saw this .. i took it long time ago actually -.-"
haiiss .. haiiss .. why must you always make me lose hope in you , lose trust in you , lose way in you .. and even lose you .. all this things , you force me to .. all my lyf , i force myself to change becoz of you .. but everytime i lift my head up , all i could see is darryl .. why always darryl .. why ?? why ?? why ?? i dun have the face to sae " I Love You " to him coz .. i really dunno how to put in words last time .. but after he told me tht he loved me .. i still cant sae it to him .. but you i dare .. everything becoz of you , i dare .. even dying for you .. you means alot .. you have such innocent lookings .. but in your heart it is all flirty .. dirty .. yucky .. wash your heart .. turn over a new leaf , treat it as a bdae present you giving me .. treat it as if you owe someone else .. treat it as you can change over a new leaf for the person you love most .. dun make me give up hope , trust in you .. if it is even worst i might give up you , but if one dae you confessed your love for me .. im sorry i got to reject .. but now there is still time , im still by your side encouraging you .. supporting you .. but when i totally gave you up you might or might not regret .. this is your decision .. i cant change your life , maybe someone you really really love can even change your whole character .. but all you shld do .. wash your heart
nv forget memorys we had together .. but "Darryl" this name i'll try to wash away ASAP ..
Monday, May 08, 2006'♥
hiie , nono .. is haiiss .. ppl saying me bad thing in the tag , dunno wat xue shan , dunno wat lah .. im confused im stressed ! i cant stand anymore !!! , i feel like committing suicide , just jump down from the twin tower is better than any other building .. im so stressed , mdm eunice giving more and mroe homework .. i guess im going mad soon , and im too confused .. dun pull me down to the conversation .. dun sae bout me and uncle and xue shan anymore in tags .. almost the whole skol is starting to noe me .. i dun wanna be famous like those netballers .. soccer players .. hockey players .. pretty gals .. handsome boys .. capable students , i cant stand it .. im dying out soon .. plz spare me .. i beg you all .. and i just wanna sae bout this 'someone' .. ppl call you flirt , it gives me pain , you ignore me .. it gives me more pain , you hate me .. it gives me even more extra pain .. i always trusted you , believe in you .. but todae at this moment i got to sae you this .. FLIRT FLIRT FLIRT ! FLIRT FLIRT FLIRT! I HATE YOU !! .. no i dont hate you , i admit i do like you , but you always make me feel " ni gen ben dou bu zai hu wo " .. you dun realised how it feels when you are jilted , you got ditched , even being left out .. you nv go through this happenings at all .. you wont understand , like wat always darryl sae to me whenever i asked him wat happen to him .. " You wont understand " .. at tht time i realli dun understand him , slowly i got to noe him more , but me and you totally from different world , class , standard .. you came with a gang , i came with some gal - frenz , i always ask myself , why i like you ?? why ?? .. you give me a feeling tht you are sincere , innocent .. your eyes especially .. when will you understand how i felt , one dae dun regret tht you nv cherish the ppl around you .. i give you my blessing to whoever you love , like , admire .. will i vanished from this world the nxt yr .. moment .. min .. sec ???
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[this is the log tht is saved at draft in my old blog , forget to publish .. hehex ..]haiiss .. ytd nv blog again , due to vigorous exercise .. waaaaaaaaaaaaa .. my position so LAN .. i not satisfied .. but cannot RETAKE !!! .. haiiss .. i always asked you .. "Do you hate me" .. you replied "No ar" .. then i asked you .. "Why do you ignore me" .. you replied again .. "No ar" .. 'No ar' your head .. you nowadays nv even tok to me .. nv even plae with me , worst you nv even msg me anymore .. -sobs- , wat if one dae i asked you .. "Do you L___ me ?" .. wat will you reply .. No ar ?? .. lolx .. silly me .. it depends .. haha , speaking of todae , after chinese period .. we were outside the class saying wai mei .. "wai mei shi amos de la0g0ng .. wai mei she amos de la0g0ng .. " haha .. so funny , we sae until 1st floor then stop .. btw .. pardon for mye rudeness uncle .. i saw you taking the OG ( Old Girl ) bag like aunty lei , i tink cannot call you uncle le , must call aunty YAP .. hahax .. somemore you everydae take it with you lei , at least take a file or the book band .. tht will be nicer .. then like "qing shao nian" .. haha .. lolx .. gotta end here byee !
Friday, May 05, 2006'♥
hel0x .. !! .. i gotta change my blog coz my old blog turn siao then got block my those dunno wat spam .. haiiss .. for nth why must always be me ??? i did something wrong so god punishing me or i cross a black cat ?? todae got ks war with some maple jerks .. for nth they sae i ks him .. siao lei .. but i not guilty of ksing them .. come then come lor .. die then die lor .. perharps nobody care much bout me .. just to sae again plz do not tell anyone my blog .. thx guyz .. hahax .. todae morning so funny , uncle fren all at the bak tease me until my face all turn red .. *blushing* .. then my class all the boyz infront of me also tease me .. *blushing again* .. then when nid to go bak to class , the boy behind me push me towards uncle , then i push uncle bag coz im gonna fall , then uncle fren push him towards me and then he fall on me .. faint .. hahax .. so funny , you must realli sit at the bak tht moment .. but heng not bell bell and chloe at the bak , if not i got xtra teasing ! ! ! .. then just now maple someone asked me to be his GF lei .. okay .. i received lotz of request be4 , but all rejected coz of .. cannot tell =p .. tht person even sae i veri .. veri .. so .. so .. polite & kind .. faint .. #1 : im not polite at all , uncle sae i veri rude#2 : im not kind at all #3 : sry to those who asked me to be their GF .. i can onli accept 1 person , cannot tell who =psaw all the reason ??? haiyo .. i realli feel so sad for those i rejected lei .. all i can sae i onli can accept .. cannot tell =p .. hahax .. being bullied but happy .. byee+AngelicRiley+
