hiie , nono .. is haiiss .. ppl saying me bad thing in the tag , dunno wat xue shan , dunno wat lah .. im confused im stressed ! i cant stand anymore !!! , i feel like committing suicide , just jump down from the twin tower is better than any other building .. im so stressed , mdm eunice giving more and mroe homework .. i guess im going mad soon , and im too confused .. dun pull me down to the conversation .. dun sae bout me and uncle and xue shan anymore in tags .. almost the whole skol is starting to noe me .. i dun wanna be famous like those netballers .. soccer players .. hockey players .. pretty gals .. handsome boys .. capable students , i cant stand it .. im dying out soon .. plz spare me .. i beg you all .. and i just wanna sae bout this 'someone' .. ppl call you flirt , it gives me pain , you ignore me .. it gives me more pain , you hate me .. it gives me even more extra pain .. i always trusted you , believe in you .. but todae at this moment i got to sae you this .. FLIRT FLIRT FLIRT ! FLIRT FLIRT FLIRT! I HATE YOU !! .. no i dont hate you , i admit i do like you , but you always make me feel " ni gen ben dou bu zai hu wo " .. you dun realised how it feels when you are jilted , you got ditched , even being left out .. you nv go through this happenings at all .. you wont understand , like wat always darryl sae to me whenever i asked him wat happen to him .. " You wont understand " .. at tht time i realli dun understand him , slowly i got to noe him more , but me and you totally from different world , class , standard .. you came with a gang , i came with some gal - frenz , i always ask myself , why i like you ?? why ?? .. you give me a feeling tht you are sincere , innocent .. your eyes especially .. when will you understand how i felt , one dae dun regret tht you nv cherish the ppl around you .. i give you my blessing to whoever you love , like , admire .. will i vanished from this world the nxt yr .. moment .. min .. sec ???
