Friday, November 25, 2011'♥
I have to get this out of chest:
Tday's the release of retest results. So you either get advanced or retained. I was really happy because my 2 girlfs manage to advanced; THEY ARE GOING TO BE JC2 NEXT YEAR! And then his girl came out. She retained. It was then i saw his real worried look, looking for her everywhere. He couldn't concentrate talking to anyone else. Her name was all around his head, yeah, i somehow manage to see those, magical eyes. I can't show my sad face at that time right, or he'll start sighing again. But i was trembling, hands shaking and all. It became a natural impact every time i see them, yes, that was how bad my situation was. Can't help though, have to face this for another year. I wasn't happy when i knew she retained cause his sad face made my heart drop literally. Speechless again, my hands are still trembling while typing this. Im having band now, but i came out to type this so that i won't feel all so troubled later. I can't cry out to relief my chest. And the vomitting feeling came back, totally suck! Why so weak!!! D: Alright, going back to band! Cyaaaa! Wish me luck, and him too :)
