Thursday, November 10, 2011'♥
TODAY MY LIFE BEGINS.
Well, i don't know why i put that as my title but yeah, I'm constantly reminding myself that today will be a brand new day. Apparently, its not working. T.T After so many months, I'm still grieving over the same guy, and that's kinda stupid. Friends has always been asking me to move on, he isn't worth it, blahblahblah. Yes, i know all these but i love this guy, i really do. Everyday is crazy, but yeah, i have to live that way. I tried all methods to stop thinking about the same old thing, however, it looks like they all failed. I want to ask him out, yet asking him out send my heart thumping like mad, just like his my crush or something. It isn't like the past anymore, i can see him anytime i want, he'll just appear. Well, i guess he has a new girl in his heart now. I don't know how far they've went, but i have a hunch things will blossom between them? Yeah, i think so. Although he doesn't admit to it, but yeah, he probably like this girl a lot. Ahaha, silly me. I really find myself stupid, like super stupid. He got me falling down again and again, yet i keep trying to stand up and keep trying to get him back. REAL SILLY right? Just like a cockroach, like what people always say, 打不死的蟑螂精神! Tomorrow is 11/11/11! Should i do a cliche action, and start posting a wish? Yes i should, but i'll do that in advance, so that my wish would be queuing right in front of the line of wishes. AHAHAHA!
I wish, he'll be happy, and happy and forever happy. YES!
Good-a-bye! I'll see when i get a feel to post again!
Well, i don't know why i put that as my title but yeah, I'm constantly reminding myself that today will be a brand new day. Apparently, its not working. T.T After so many months, I'm still grieving over the same guy, and that's kinda stupid. Friends has always been asking me to move on, he isn't worth it, blahblahblah. Yes, i know all these but i love this guy, i really do. Everyday is crazy, but yeah, i have to live that way. I tried all methods to stop thinking about the same old thing, however, it looks like they all failed. I want to ask him out, yet asking him out send my heart thumping like mad, just like his my crush or something. It isn't like the past anymore, i can see him anytime i want, he'll just appear. Well, i guess he has a new girl in his heart now. I don't know how far they've went, but i have a hunch things will blossom between them? Yeah, i think so. Although he doesn't admit to it, but yeah, he probably like this girl a lot. Ahaha, silly me. I really find myself stupid, like super stupid. He got me falling down again and again, yet i keep trying to stand up and keep trying to get him back. REAL SILLY right? Just like a cockroach, like what people always say, 打不死的蟑螂精神! Tomorrow is 11/11/11! Should i do a cliche action, and start posting a wish? Yes i should, but i'll do that in advance, so that my wish would be queuing right in front of the line of wishes. AHAHAHA!