Sunday, February 05, 2012'♥
I MISS HIM, THE USED-TO-BE HIM.
He is popular, but now, popular in a bad way; being flirty. He nvr realize that, i don't know why. Even the flirtiest guy i know would even ask if he's being too flirty cause he'll stop his actions. But he always think it is fine talking mushy things to every girl, and yes, I'm very sure he knew 90% of the girls in school. In fact, he has more girl-friends as compared to guy-friends. It's not wrong, i know some guys tend to be more easy-interactive with girls, but don't you think the way he treat every girl is too overboard? I think so. However, imma bias source, cause i like him, and eventually thinks that his every action is flirty. Well, even to really good girl-friends, isn't those conversation too cheesy? I should stop talking about how flirty he is, cause i still can't find the exact words to describe it, unless you see for yourself.
Sec school friends came over my place today for our annual CNY steamboat. This year, he's kinda not interacting with us anymore. It's more like he and his phone only. Im so afraid we'll all lose him one day. And it really hurts to see him drifting away from us. He's not only someone i love dearly, he is also a really good friend of mine. Although i know he barely treats me as his friends now.... I really really miss him ): I miss how i walk to canteen everyday after school ends and see him waiting for me to go home tgt. Now, I'm kinda used to his absence from my life, I'm used to how he's gonna treat me, I'm used to how he'll see me as invincible, and yes, I'm used to how he'll text sweet msges to girls everyday. Esp to the girl who looks annoying. I prefer he goes for Shalynn, she's so much prettier, and i believe someone who has better character than Hillary. I hate how Hillary acts around when I'm near her, esp always talking abt wk loudly to others. The feeling sucks, but who cares! I don't really know Hillary and i can't judge her. But i pretty sure wk will like her not just because she's very nice to him.... i hope.
